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Monday, November 18th, 2013
5:35 pm
I don't like being in this class

At the request/suggestion/demand of my doctor, I am attending a medical weight loss seminar. It's kind of a waste of time. I haven't heard anything I don't know. This pretty much just makes me more frustrated.

Monday, September 2nd, 2013
9:48 pm

Yep. My worst fears were confirmed. Not sure how I proceed from here.

Saturday, August 31st, 2013
10:50 am
What do you do...

when you realize that happily ever after is a myth? When everything you have simply isn't enough? I don't know, and I don't want to know... but I might be forced to find out.

Wednesday, May 8th, 2013
11:35 pm

I don't think I'm doing so well right now...

Sunday, March 10th, 2013
11:11 pm

I miss Cathy. That is all.

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Monday, February 4th, 2013
9:24 pm

I'm absolutely livid. I'm so unbelievably angry with the courts, the police, our society. I'll write a longer entry tomorrow when I'm calmer. I'll put it behind a cut. Trigger warning... it will contain the whole stories, which involve sexual assault and brutal, violent murders. So, if that's an issue for you, you might not want to read it. It's tremendously horrible. I've never been this full of rage right now, yet also feeling helpless.

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Tuesday, October 23rd, 2012
8:48 pm

Sometimes, I think I'm a friendly person. I like talking to people and I generally like being a social worker. Today, though, I hate everyone and I really just want to disappear from society for a while. Mood swings suck, and I have no clue where they come from. Ugh. That's all.

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Monday, October 15th, 2012
1:26 pm

Tennessee is beautiful. Nashville is a pretty awesome city. So, why, again, do I live and struggle in Baltimore? I want to move. Maybe here. Maybe not. But not Baltimore.

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Thursday, October 11th, 2012
11:36 pm
Better living through chemistry?

New meds for about a week now. I think they are working pretty well. I feel better, I've slept better, and I'm able to get up in the morning. Very happy about this.

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Thursday, September 13th, 2012
10:16 pm
Wish I could say something...

So, my adopted sister is in the ER. She's 13, and she endorsed suicide with a plan. I worry about her. I know what she's going through. I was talking to my sister about my extreme childhood depression. How much I wanted help, but I didn't know how to get it. I cut, usually my forearms or knuckles. I wanted people to notice. I literally carved "help me" into my forearms once... and no one did. I wish I could tell her that it will get better. What happened to her isn't her fault. She is important. She is special. I wish she could hear that. I really hope that everyone takes this seriously and gets the girl some help. They better.

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Friday, August 31st, 2012
8:49 pm

So, I bought plane tickets for Nashville. Car rented, hotel booked... done. So, if Cathy likes the school, she goes in the spring. Then, after she graduates in May... we don't know. We're both open to leaving Maryland, so we'll see where life takes us. I'm excited about the possibilities. I'm hoping for the Pacific NW... but we'll see. It's almost a year away.

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Tuesday, August 21st, 2012
3:38 pm

I'm feeling way off today. Not motivated. Can't get moving. Anxious. I don't like it. I've seen a few people die in the last few days. Literally die. I've watched it. All young (under 35) people. Drug overdoses. It's fucking with me...

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Monday, August 13th, 2012
6:47 pm

Yet another patient told me today that I'm fat. Wonderful. Maybe I should try your crack and mania diet? Why does everyone feel the need to tell me I'm fat? Do they think I don't know? I'm trying to get back in shape... it's not easy. I don't know why I'm letting it bother me so much, but it is.

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Tuesday, June 26th, 2012
9:04 pm

You know... I can't wait until we have a place big enough to be in different rooms for over 5 minutes. I swear, whatever room I'm in ends up being the room she has to be in at that exact moment. Even the bathroom. It's so frustrating.

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Wednesday, June 20th, 2012
8:01 pm

Does anyone post here anymore in a way NOT by twitter? Anyone?

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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2011
7:34 pm

I think I'm getting the itch to move again. Where do I want to go?

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Monday, May 16th, 2011
4:21 am
From Twitter 05-15-2011

  • 10:17:01: There are too many annoying hipsters at the farmers market. I would like to buy greens without being subjected to your PBR/cigarette funk.
  • 10:20:03: Also, I definitely prefer the Saturday morning Waverly market to the JFX sunday morning Baltimore market. Less fleamarket-ish, more food.

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Friday, May 13th, 2011
4:26 am
From Twitter 05-12-2011

  • 10:18:43: You are a horrible person. You continue to physically and emotionally abuse children you were supposed to protect. You are worthless...
  • 10:19:31: The person that last tweet was about will never see it, and doesn't have twitter, but it was just something I had to get off my chest...
  • 10:39:30: I just blocked a bunch of random spammers and porn sites that were following me. Ugh.
  • 11:06:01: @WorldWideSquid I definitely do. I just checked.
  • 11:06:49: @a_view_so_cruel It's quite annoying. Welcome to the internet age...
  • 11:09:36: I really need to get my day moving. I should go running, which can cancel out whatever I'm getting tonight at #OneWorldCafe.
  • 12:06:18: RT @TopsyRT: MMA Techniques # http://bit.ly/lWJqnF
    Coach Alvin! This one looks very, very painful...
  • 15:33:06: If you ask me a question and I say "I don't know," asking it again 30 seconds later will not result in a different answer.

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Wednesday, May 11th, 2011
4:29 am
From Twitter 05-10-2011

  • 16:30:36: Parents of the world. When in public, control your demon spawn.
  • 19:29:16: I am very jealous of the DC public transportation system. I wish Baltimore's was half as useful.
  • 20:16:07: As proof related to my last tweet, the bus in Baltimore is currently 45 minutes late.
  • 20:19:52: If I had cash, I'd just get a cab at this point. Baltimore can't do anything right.

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Tuesday, May 10th, 2011
4:18 am
From Twitter 05-09-2011

  • 16:45:55: Sean Hannity just said it was wrong to kill Bin Laden because he was allegedly unarmed, and is still defending torture. #Hypocrisy
  • 17:53:46: I haven't been to Annapolis mall in ages. I'm here now, and I remember why I stopped coming.
  • 17:56:43: They have a tattoo parlor here in the mall. It is infested by hipsters. It won't be long before Hot Topic starts tattooing pre-teens. Ugh.
  • 22:56:31: Courtney love is dating the actor who played Kurt in "last days." WTF???

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